138.0 pound (87 pounds lost) It’s frrriiiiidayyyy!

by Christine on August 6th, 2010

filed under Christine's Life Updates

I'm back!

Well, my camera is, anyway. My nice, new camera! Same model, different color. It’s a Canon PowerShot SD780 IS, this time in cherry red. That’s-sa niiiice! The minute I got home last night I busted that bad boy out of its box, popped in my old SD card and battery, and gave it the good old thumbs up!

(Then I looked at the picture and said, “Jesus! Look at how skinny my face and arms look! But holy crap look at those stretch marks on the arm! Yeah I cropped that out of this picture. That’s another post for another day.)

Yesterday I had the case of the non-appetite. That’s one of those recent phenomena that I’ve never really experience prior to weight loss surgery. Non-appetite? WTF does that even mean? Before, I’d eat a horse, just because I could.  Now…I’m like, “Food? Meh.”  I had my usual almonds for breakfast, nothing for a snack (strange), then heated up my usual soup for lunch. Except my appetite completely left me, so I just sipped on the broth and threw the “meat” of the soup away!  No snack. Dinner at my friend’s house, and I didn’t even feel like eating anything (but knew I had to), so we just munched on some leftovers. I forced myself to eat half a grilled pork chop and a little bit of rice. I threw some salt on the rice (I didn’t want any sauce of any kind) and today my fingers are all bloated up. No wonder, Sherlock.

This morning the scale was 138.0. So close to a new low! Provided that I don’t blow it in NYC this weekend, I feel confident that I’ll see 137 next week.  Since I was about 175 or so, my weight has been coming off in chunks. I’ll get 2-3 weeks of a plateau, and then my body will drop 2-3 pounds in one day. That drop has been slowing down, too, to only 1 pound every 2 weeks, but that’s okay. I’m close to my goal, I’m still doing well, and I’m still seeing a drop. I’ll take it!

This morning I thought my appetite was back with a vengeance! I had 1 cup of cheerios that I devoured, but when I tried to drink the leftover milk, I nearly barfed on myself. Fickle tummy today, eh?

I had no workout this week, can you believe it?  This weekend I plan on getting a LOT of walking in, in NYC.  Then, next week is a much slower (aka: not busy) week THANK GOD!!  I’ll have plenty of time to get gymming in. S’all good. Heavens knows that I need a few calm days to just kick back and relax a bit!

This week in blogland, there’s all kind of “scuttlebutt” (great word, Allan) going on about the proper way to lose weight, people getting all up in shit about people’s diets and exercise and stuff.  My general thought is this: People come to the decision to lose weight at different points in their life. Some people are wholly committed, right away. Others approach it a little more trepidatiously. Some people are totally knowledgeable about how weight loss works; others are utterly clueless and need to do some educating in the process. The point is: when I read blogs about people that are doing stuff that I know won’t help them achieve their goals, I just chalk it up to the fact that they are at a different point in their process than me, or are seeking a different way to lose weight than me. There’s not one way to lose weight. There are many paths that can get you there, and I’m not going to say that my path is the best way, fastest way, or only way to get there.  My path has worked for me, and for that I’m entirely grateful! Furthermore, I eat crap foods periodically. I know I do. I don’t like that I’m weak-willed and have emotional breakdowns, but I’m learning. I’m getting better. This is a process for me, too. Either way, I’m not about to cast stones at anyone else out there and yell at them for making a dumb decision because, if we didn’t make mistakes, we wouldn’t learn quite so comprehensively as we would without the mistakes.

That’s a little bit rambling, and perhaps a little vague too (sorry about that). I just wanted to say: I hope that I approach all of you and all of your blogs with an open heart, an open mind, and with compassion. If there’s any way that I can help you, please just ask. I don’t have all the answers, and there are certainly more educated people than me out there that know about weight loss. But don’t hesitate to stop by and ask a question, ask for support, whatever. I know that we’re all different people, with different personalities, at different stages in this whole weight-loss “game.”  ‘Tis okay because I love reading about your own journeys and explorations. That’s how I learn — from reading about your experiences, too.  I love you guys!

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  • Allan

    We are all so damn sensitive…. Enjoy NY, perfect weekend weather wise….

  • Allan

    We are all so damn sensitive…. Enjoy NY, perfect weekend weather wise….

  • http://responsibility199.blogspot.com/ Patrick

    Whoo hooo on the camera. Look at you, looking good!

    I eat crap foods here and there too. Not often, and not in the handfulls I used to force them down my throat, but I believe you can enjoy some of what you like. But you can’t go back to the old ways of eating before you stared losing weight or lost the weight if you have made it to your ideal state. I myself know Icannot go forever without eating bacon again. I love bacon. So a slice here and there is eaten.

    There is no perfect plan, approach, way to do this. Which is frustrating in a way as we’d all like to just follow the sure thing line by line. But since that doesn’t exist, we have to find what works for us and get support in place too. Blogging is much of the support I need.

  • http://responsibility199.blogspot.com/ Patrick

    Whoo hooo on the camera. Look at you, looking good!

    I eat crap foods here and there too. Not often, and not in the handfulls I used to force them down my throat, but I believe you can enjoy some of what you like. But you can’t go back to the old ways of eating before you stared losing weight or lost the weight if you have made it to your ideal state. I myself know Icannot go forever without eating bacon again. I love bacon. So a slice here and there is eaten.

    There is no perfect plan, approach, way to do this. Which is frustrating in a way as we’d all like to just follow the sure thing line by line. But since that doesn’t exist, we have to find what works for us and get support in place too. Blogging is much of the support I need.

  • http://freckleonthenose.blogspot.com Freckle on the Nose of Life’s

    You look fantastic! 138 looks good on you. :)

    Thanks so much for your sweet comments on my last entry. I appreciate your kind words!

  • http://freckleonthenose.blogspot.com Freckle on the Nose of Life’s Complexion

    You look fantastic! 138 looks good on you. :)

    Thanks so much for your sweet comments on my last entry. I appreciate your kind words!

  • http://tracitreasures.blogspot.com/ Traci

    WOW!!!! I am SOOOOO proud of you! You seriously need to add that one to the right column of your blog. You are rockin’ it girl!!!! You look great! No worries. I eat some crap foods too, but it’s periodic. To each their own, right? Wowza you are doing so good!

  • http://tracitreasures.blogspot.com/ Traci

    WOW!!!! I am SOOOOO proud of you! You seriously need to add that one to the right column of your blog. You are rockin’ it girl!!!! You look great! No worries. I eat some crap foods too, but it’s periodic. To each their own, right? Wowza you are doing so good!

  • http://lee-ann-crazylife.blogspot.com/2010/08/ Lee-Ann

    Wow, you look awesome & 138, what an accomplishment! I’ll be thrilled to get to 238! But I’ll get there and hopefully during the next 6 weeks & I’ll keep going after that too. Have an awesome week!

  • http://lee-ann-crazylife.blogspot.com/2010/08/ Lee-Ann

    Wow, you look awesome & 138, what an accomplishment! I’ll be thrilled to get to 238! But I’ll get there and hopefully during the next 6 weeks & I’ll keep going after that too. Have an awesome week!