Vermont visit, Job interview

by Christine on November 1st, 2010

filed under Christine's Life Updates

Good morning Revolutionists! I hope that everyone had a nice weekend and a fun and safe Halloween! It’s been a busy couple of days for me. After our murder mystery party that we attended in Connecticut, I came home and just kicked back and relaxed. Made a healthy dinner: about 1-2 oz tilapia (half a filet), pan-fried, about 4 bites of couscous, a little mashed cauliflower with peppercorn dressing mixed it, 1 beer. We bottled up our homebrew beer, which took about three hours because of the need to sanitize everything!

I actually slept wonderfully well on Saturday, and by the time I woke up and got motivated on Sunday, we headed off to Vermont for a little jaunt. First stop was Bennington, where we visited a brew pub and did a little sampler of all their beers. We also ordered some hummus with veggies to dip with it. Really good! Then we went to Wilmington to another brew pub and I had a 10 oz beer. Then we went to a winery outside of Wilmington and sampled 3 red wines (bought 1 bottle…delicious Cabernet!).  Can you believe that it was snowing in Vermont? Nothing was sticking, but it was flurrying very prettily. When we were sitting at the Wilmington brew pub, several trick-or-treaters came in, and we helped the bartenders pass out candy. It was fun!  If you’ve never been to Vermont, let me assure you: it’s just as picturesque and quaint as you imagine it to be. Everywhere you turn, it’s like a postcard staring back at you. I always enjoy a drive through Vermont, and yesterday was no different.

Then we raced home and passed out treats to perhaps six groups of kids. We don’t get a lot of trick or treaters because we live on the corner of two dead-end streets, but we recognized a few of the neighborhood kids. They were cute!  All told, I think I had about 770 calories yesterday, so I was under budget, but my calories were not quality ones. We ordered a pizza and it just didn’t go down well, and I barfed it all up. Perhaps I was distracted; around 8 p.m. I headed off to see an alternative band called Matt & Kim in concert. (If you watch the tv show “Community,” that’s a Matt & Kim song in the intro.)  The whole crowd was totally dressed up in costumes, and there were several really awesome ones. I had been on contact with the band’s manager…we emailed a few times (he’s very down-to-earth and nice!) and he sent me a few autographs of the band.  I’m sad that I didn’t get a chance to say hello to him at the concert. The concert was really fun, danced around a lot. Came home around 11 p.m.

Today I have a job interview. It’s with a semi-conductor fabrication company, as their marketing and communications specialist. It sounds an awful lot like the last organization I left, but I’m trying really hard not to pre-judge the job. I’ll find out more about it today at 2 p.m.  This morning I need to get my portfolio in order, which means running off to Staples and trying to get this printer to work. I also need to scrape these fake tattoos off my arm, which believe me, isn’t going easily!  Please wish me luck on the interview, but more importantly, cross your fingers that it’s a nice organization with nice people and reasonable expectations of their staff.

Last night hubby and I had a fight about the job, already. He wants me to take the job, regardless of whether I like it or not, because he’s stressed out about money. I told him I’d rather make shit money at Starbucks but enjoy what I do than spend 9 hours a day at a job that I hate although the money is decent. His push for me to have a job (any job!!) has me feeling majorly stressed out about this interview. That’s a bad sign, because I always interview better when I’m lackadaisical and relaxed about the interview. Now I’m uptight about it, which means that I’m going to blow it–which means hubby will be very upset and disappointed in me. Even thinking about it makes me want to run for the Halloween candy, and I’m not being facetious about that. Not one bit. In fact, I will start taking my anti-depressants again today, because this job interview has triggered a whole lot of not-so-pleasant feelings inside of me, depression and feelings of worthlessness being among them.

I haven’t weighed in a few days, but I feel confident that the scale is WAY up. I’ve been eating far too much Halloween candy and enjoying too many alcoholic beverages and not getting enough real nutrition otherwise. It’s nothing that can’t be fixed and rectified, and I’m not sitting here feeling bad for myself, for the few days of bad eating. Not at all! But I’m aware that my diet needs to improve, and it will–immediately!

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  • Sparkler

    I hope this job is better than it sounds. I don’t see how your hubby can be mad with you if you aren’t offered the job! There are too many variables to aportion blame…Take a very deep breath, hold it in and then blow it out hard…do this a few times, it’s good to relieve stress and anxiety. xx

  • http://heathersbandedjourney.blogspot.com/ Heather

    Great luck on the interview. Try not to think about what he said while you are there. I too must enjoy what I am doing or I get burnt out quickly.

  • Secloudy

    Good luck on the interview! I’ll bet you do great, whether you’re stressed or not. We’re always our harshest critics.

  • Sarah G

    The interview will go whatever way it’s supposed to. Hope it went well though.

    :)

    BTW I showed my hubby your before and after pics and he thinks you’re hot!

  • Ronmichel1115

    Wish you the best on that job interview!

  • Shane G.

    let us know asap about the interview! I bet you did great. I ought to email you and chastise you about your dieting here lately, but I like you so I will just give you a great big raspberrry…. thpppppppppppppt! Booo Christine!!